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Monday, July 27, 2009

yah talk to me only when you want me to help you do work. i'm beginning to dislike eww. go away.

its quiet at 2 am because everyone else is asleep. i used to think that there will always be people around me. guess it was a misconception.

at the end of the day. its every man for himself.

i keep ranting this few days because i cannot rant to anybody else. i will be careful who i talk to and what i say from now. i hate putting on a facade but i have no choice.


Saturday, July 25, 2009

As of yesterday, i am no longer VP of HCISO...

i'm not sad. or happy. i just feel... indifferent. its a post which i was granted, willingly undertaken, and fufilled.

my greatest wish is to have been able to impact the lives of members during my time, either through my actions or words. conciously or subconsiously. as lala or jiaquan.

the past year has been short but eventful. i have seen and heard alot of good and bad things... i try to be objective. but I always think you can never know a person well enough.

after the announcement of the new exco, there were happy faces and people crying. and i can see my reflection in their expressions because it was just like last year. but this time, i chose to go to the people crying simply because i was a representation of the happy face last year.

"it does not matter whether you're exco or not, it is not going to stop you from doing what you want to do, continue to contribute to the orchestra in every way"

it sounds nice. but i know it doesn't help. and it makes me feel helpless just seeing my words dissipate into tears.

soon it will be over. the emotions will settle down. the new exco will face new challenges. and the cycle will repeat...

after next week, hciso will be a part of my history.


Friday, July 17, 2009

today was a happy day until i realised smth. i'm sick and tired of putting up a smile.

i'm sorry if i ever hurt you in any way.
but i cannot forgive you for the things that you have done.
i cannot pretend nothing has happened and start from zero.
my conscience is clear.
and you may continue to hurt me.
and say whatever you like.
its okay.


fk/


Thursday, July 16, 2009

catched the earliest harry potter today with bradley yonghwee sherman zisong and LOA ppl: ephraim and walter. HAHA we supposed to get early release and go home and reduce social contact. in the end watch movie together (:

feeling happy ^.^ i found myself again


Saturday, July 11, 2009

i found the difference btw jiaquan and lala


This is how to make jiaquan

INGREDIENTS
1 cup energy
1/2 teaspoon ego
4 teaspoons success

and.

This is how to make lala

INGREDIENTS
2 3/4 cups smile
1/2 teaspoon jealousy
4 teaspoons success



they look almost the same. but i think they taste different. and the ingredients are also different :O

jiaquan has an 1/2 teaspoon ego D: and lala is 2 3/4 smiles (: OMG i think this is quite accurate. and its quite symbolic. both mean the same person but they have different personalities.

sometimes i dunno when to be jiaquan and when to be lala >.<


Wednesday, July 8, 2009

inspired... wonder how long it will last.


Monday, July 6, 2009

I finally got the courage to delete everything (: I looked through it one last time. halfway through i thought i should just leave it. but i know i have to move on.

i'm going to start term 3 like i never knew you before. I will try to not think abt you. goodbye.


Wednesday, July 1, 2009

29 june.

went for award ceremony reh in the morning. so boring luh. we went there early in the morning and stoned for dunno how long. sat in the small seat for at least 2 hrs i think. i was trying to pretend we were in a singapore airlines plane so started saying "thank you for flying singapore airlines. and have a pleasant flight". lawl :D sherbit doing probability assignment and walter sleeping. then went westmall to watch transformers. ahh engwah so old luh. walter tried to bring in a drink and hid it under my blazer and got caught by the auntie. then the auntie crapped alot abt what mutual respect and stuff. luckily i escaped with all the food in my bag ;p and the best thing is hellokitty called me during the movie and i answered! she was like "eh hellow, where is your math assignment ah" o.0 then i stunned and talked very loudly so she won't hear the movie in the background. all the explosions so loud, walter keep telling me to shhh. and the malay guy at the back like gonna punch me like that. SIALUH, brother don't play play sia -.-
transformers was well. epic. but the more epic thing was how i realised i got blacklisted for ponning it learning.

30 june.

yes ^^ i feel happy again. ponned IT homelearning and went for NWSP award ceremony. ha :D

went to sch early in the morning only to realise i got scammed by walter. and then i worked with him to scam sherbit. but we were all too early. i waited from 7.20 to 10.30 :x and then waited again during intervals. i think the time waiting was arnd 5 hours. did the sinagpore airlines thing to waste time.

in the end, we won 1st!..... runners up ;p haiz its not the best but we're happy. luckily the two ny teams didn't win both 1st and 2nd. if not we'll be so 丢脸 luh. and nanyang had almost 50 supporters, including the sec 1 ushers which also cheered for them. and we got... 5 -.- us, kermit and sherbit's mum.

camwhored. and lovin' it (:

ended up blacklisted by alot of teachers for not doing online learning. AGAIN. then had to send alot of emails D:

anw she looked quite disappointed i think ): i feel like saying sorry but theres nothing to say sorry for and she somemore congratulated us when we left. made me feel quite bad :S *sighs*

and we got this super big cheque that we can't bring it back to hc. luckily the nice ny teacher offered to help us bring it back. shes called lily i think. sucha nice teacher (: and then 3 cute sec 1s went to help us carry our cheque up the bus. aww its nice to see other ppl carrying your cheque, even nicer when the cheque is taller than the person carrying it. HAHAH.

oh and walter took many gwee shots again. damn funnaye.

1 july.

stayed home all day to do hw. and watched ayg while i was doing hw.