first post in months. was thinking of posting something but kept saving those in drafts. so many things happened but i don't feel too good. i think i keep going out because it takes me away from the things that bother me. momentarily.
I wish the holidays could be like last time when i watched kids central all day and played with cousins and strangers at the park. hide and seek and catching ): its really sad how these things go away when you don't preserve it. i guess they're all grown up now. the other day i saw my childhood playmates and the bus stop and we just walked past without saying hi.
i think i'm quite distant from some people in my class. and they're really nice and funny people. h3 does have class spirit okay. all the mass convos and jokes. and our class mascot. HAHA. and the chalet. i'm sorry i didn't get to know you better D: i hope i get the chance next year.
really sad. its a good thing i smile and nobody realises i feel the way i am. its okay i will be strong and go through everything. even if it hurts.
sometimes i just want a taiyaki and a hug.
if you knew you would talk to me. right?