As of yesterday, i am no longer VP of HCISO...
i'm not sad. or happy. i just feel... indifferent. its a post which i was granted, willingly undertaken, and fufilled.
my greatest wish is to have been able to impact the lives of members during my time, either through my actions or words. conciously or subconsiously. as lala or jiaquan.
the past year has been short but eventful. i have seen and heard alot of good and bad things... i try to be objective. but I always think you can never know a person well enough.
after the announcement of the new exco, there were happy faces and people crying. and i can see my reflection in their expressions because it was just like last year. but this time, i chose to go to the people crying simply because i was a representation of the happy face last year.
"it does not matter whether you're exco or not, it is not going to stop you from doing what you want to do, continue to contribute to the orchestra in every way"
it sounds nice. but i know it doesn't help. and it makes me feel helpless just seeing my words dissipate into tears.
soon it will be over. the emotions will settle down. the new exco will face new challenges. and the cycle will repeat...
after next week, hciso will be a part of my history.