28/8
celebrated july august sept babies bday... ate doughnuts! and caught homer eating pink doughnut!
celebrated sherbit's 16th bday ♥ crystal jade leh. ice cream cake! and pool (: caught the last 77 from esplanade. OMG jaywalked across 6 lanes to run after the bus >.<
30/8
watched MJ's munich concert. king of pop ♥
he cried a few times on stage :X when he sang i'll be there and you're never alone. can tell that he was struggling emotionally and yet he cannot say it D:
poor thing luh. and then he wrote so many songs which benefited the world yet ppl treat him like that.
31/8
faked scales. sorta worked? haha anw all seperate bows ftw. aural was okay. totally ignore clef change in sightreading. pieces ah... accompanist heard my hand trembling D: induced vibrato? sigh watever luh. if can pass then pass lorh. but if fail i got no face to meet homer alrdy. he has been so tolerant and i keep giving him excuses and all the extra lessons (which i paid for) >.<
1/9
go orch or not? sigh i have no motivation to go back to that place. i don't even want to play for the hk concert. but what to do. can i just say no?
very selfish luh. but howhowhow? strings is no longer the same as it was back then.
and all the tensions are making everything worse.
i don't want to see or hear anth.
i am becoming more resolute not to join hc strings D:
just realised math test tmr.
i am dead. so many chances also. hello kitty is a really good teacher, too bad i don't know how to treasure D:
if i screw up tmr. i don't know what to say.
sorry? >.< !@%*&( dammit luh.
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