sigh smth bad just happened D: what am i supposed to do? i don't have the courage to face this anymore. i know its my fault but i can't seem to hate myself. and i can't find a way out even though i've been trying so hard. and i can't stop thinking abt it. can't sleep or eat properly. can't do anything. can't forget the memories. i was stupid to take it for granted. now everything has changed. this is the worst i've ever felt. so useless.

how to move on.